Freed Hostage Evyatar David Recounts the Horror of Hamas Captivity: ‘I Thought I Was Digging My Own Grave’
Nine months after returning home from Hamas captivity, former hostage Evyatar David is sharing the painful details of the ordeal he endured beneath Gaza. Appearing Thursday in a televised interview alongside his childhood friend, Guy Gilboa-Dalal—who was kidnapped with him from the Nova music festival on October 7—David described months of starvation, psychological torture, and being forced to participate in Hamas propaganda videos while imprisoned in underground tunnels.
David began by recalling the chaos of October 7, when he and several friends fled the Nova festival under heavy terrorist gunfire. He said the last time he saw Ron Zarfati and Idan Harmati was when they motioned toward him before the group became separated. After he and Gilboa-Dalal concealed themselves in nearby bushes, Hamas terrorists found them, captured them, and forced them into a vehicle headed for Gaza. Looking back, David said, “While we were being taken, I remember thinking that at least Guy and I were together. We were sharing the same destiny, and somehow that gave me a little strength.”
After arriving in Gaza, the two friends were confined inside an apartment, where they were forbidden to speak or even acknowledge each other for the first two weeks. Gilboa-Dalal recalled, “We were in the very same place, but for two full weeks we couldn’t exchange even a single word.” David said the hardest part was not knowing whether his friend was okay. “All I wanted was one quick glance or one simple question to know you were still all right.”
Food and clean water quickly became precious commodities. David said their captors gave them only tiny amounts of dirty, salty water, and the relentless hunger took an enormous emotional toll. “There was virtually nothing to eat,” he said. “When you’re starving, your emotions are all over the place. You’re constantly on edge, and that hunger turns into anger because you don’t know how else to deal with it.”
According to David, conditions deteriorated dramatically about three months before Hamas released a propaganda video featuring him. As his body became increasingly gaunt from starvation, the terrorists decided to exploit his appearance. They ordered him to remove his shirt, photographed him, and selected him because of how thin he had become. Before filming, they forced him to swallow water mixed with soap and dirt, then marched him blindfolded past guards who deliberately ate in front of him.
One of the most horrifying moments came when his captors brought him to a partially dug pit and handed him a shovel. “They told me, ‘Take the shovel, climb into the hole—this is where you’re going to be buried.’ At that moment, I truly believed they were about to kill me,” David said. “Digging was almost impossible because I was so weak. All I could think was that this might actually be the place where my life would end.”
The trauma deepened when Hamas ultimately separated the two lifelong friends. David said the moment left him shattered. “When Guy and I were taken apart, I completely broke down,” he recalled. “I remember crying, punching the tunnel walls, and feeling so overwhelmed that I didn’t even know how to release the pain and frustration.”
Since returning home, David has been working with Glen Cohen, a clinical psychologist in Israel’s defense establishment who specializes in treating released hostages. He said the psychological scars remain severe, including recurring nightmares and the ongoing struggle to rebuild his life. “People tell me they brought me back from the dead, but I was alive every moment I was there,” David said. “Captivity isn’t death. If anything, being there makes you fight even harder to stay alive.”
Mental health professionals who spoke with the Financial Times said former hostages are expected to require extensive long-term psychological care, along with sustained financial assistance, as they recover from the profound trauma caused by prolonged confinement in Hamas’ underground tunnel network.
{Matzav.com}
