“HASHEM, DON’T LET ME BE ASHAMED!”: Aryeh Deri Reveals Rav Ovadia Yosef’s Tears, Agony and Joy During His Son’s Election as Chief Rabbi
Thirteen years after the petirah of Rav Ovadia Yosef zt”l, Shas chairman Aryeh Deri has revealed extraordinary details about the final months of the revered Sephardic posek’s life, recounting how Rav Ovadia, suffering from excruciating pain and barely able to function, personally pleaded with members of Israel’s Chief Rabbinate electoral body to support his son, Rav Yitzchak Yosef, in the 2013 election for Sephardic Chief Rabbi of Israel.
In an emotional interview with journalist Yishai Cohen of Kikar Hashabbat ahead of Rav Ovadia’s yahrtzeit, Deri described the intense political maneuvering, the tears and tefillos that filled the Yosef home as the votes were counted, and the extraordinary decision to defy medical warnings so that Rav Ovadia could attend his son’s installation as Rishon Letzion.
The events unfolded during Tammuz 5773, less than three months before Rav Ovadia’s petirah, at a particularly difficult time for the Shas movement. The party had been pushed into the opposition, and control of the Religious Affairs Ministry rested with Naftali Bennett’s Jewish Home party and Eli Ben-Dahan.
The election for Israel’s Chief Rabbinate was fiercely contested, with several prominent candidates competing for the prestigious position. For Rav Ovadia, securing the election of his son was a matter of profound personal and religious importance.
Complicating matters was his rapidly deteriorating health. Rav Ovadia was experiencing agonizing back pain that left him suffering terribly, with doctors unable to determine its precise cause. A medical specialist was even brought from France in an effort to provide relief.
Despite his condition, Rav Ovadia insisted on doing everything possible to secure his son’s election.
Deri recalled that the campaign reached a point where members of the electoral body had to be brought directly to Rav Ovadia’s home at 45 Hakablan Street in Yerushalayim so that he could personally appeal for their support.
“We had to bring all the members of the electoral body to Maran’s bedside,” Deri recounted. “Maran was sitting in a chair, wearing his robe, suffering indescribable pain, and crying before each and every one of them! He explained to them how important this was and gave them a bracha. Every single one! And we were still convinced we were going to lose. Behind the curtain, anything could happen.”
The tension intensified as election day progressed, particularly in the final hours before voting closed.
One of the most dramatic moments involved Ashdod Mayor Dr. Yechiel Lasri, who arrived in Israel that afternoon and traveled directly from Ben Gurion Airport to Rav Ovadia’s home.
According to Deri, Lasri was the final member of the electoral body to cast his ballot.
“Lasri was the last voter,” Deri said. “When he entered the room and saw Maran in such terrible pain, he was a doctor by profession, and he was absolutely shaken to his core. He asked us in shock: ‘What are you doing to him?!’ We told him: ‘This is the Rav’s very life!’ At ten minutes to six in the evening, ten minutes before the polls closed, he went out to vote. The very last voter.”
Once voting ended, Rav Ovadia was returned to his bed, and an atmosphere of dread descended over the house.
Deri said those present feared that their efforts had failed and that Rav Yitzchak would lose the election.
“We put Maran back in bed, took off his robe, and the house fell completely silent,” Deri recalled. “Everyone was afraid to be there, because there was a terrible feeling in the air that we had lost. I sat alone with Maran in the room. And Maran was lying in bed, speaking to the Ribbono Shel Olam and crying bitter tears: ‘Ribbono Shel Olam, don’t let me be ashamed! Don’t let me be ashamed!'”
The emotional scene continued until Tzvi Chakak entered the room carrying the election results.
Even then, Rav Ovadia was so overcome with anxiety and tears that he initially could not believe what he was being told.
“Tzvi Chakak came into the room with the results, but Maran, because of all his anxiety and tears, didn’t believe him,” Deri said. “I came in, grabbed the Rav, kissed him on his head, and told him: ‘Rav Yitzchak was elected!’ At that moment, Maran began crying, but this time it was an overwhelming cry of gratitude and joy to the Creator of the World: ‘That You did this kindness for me!'”
The atmosphere in the home immediately changed from fear and uncertainty to extraordinary joy.
Deri recalled that Rav Ovadia was dressed again, and those gathered accompanied him downstairs, where they began reciting Nishmas Kol Chai in gratitude for the election victory.
But the drama surrounding Rav Yitzchak Yosef’s appointment was far from over.
Traditionally, the installation of the Sephardic Chief Rabbi takes place at the historic Rabban Yochanan Ben Zakkai shul in the Old City of Yerushalayim. Rav Ovadia desperately wanted to attend the ceremony and personally place the ceremonial headpiece upon his son.
His doctors, however, were adamantly opposed.
Given Rav Ovadia’s extremely fragile condition, the medical team warned that traveling to the Old City could pose a serious danger to his health.
Deri recalled speaking privately with Rav Ovadia to determine what he truly wanted.
“The doctors absolutely forbade him from traveling,” Deri said. “I sat with the Rav privately, looked him in the eyes, and asked: ‘Rav, what do you really want?’ Maran looked at me and said explicitly: ‘I want to be at Rabban Yochanan Ben Zakkai, at my son’s installation!'”
Deri decided that he would find a way to make it happen, despite the objections of the medical team.
“I turned the world upside down. I obtained a special vehicle and took full responsibility upon myself, despite the doctors shouting and warning of a real danger. We arrived there, and Maran, with trembling, pain-ridden hands, placed the ceremonial headpiece on his son’s head. It was a sight that shook everyone present and remains engraved in all our memories.”
The installation ceremony became one of the final major public appearances of Rav Ovadia’s life, an unforgettable occasion for those who witnessed the elderly posek overcome his tremendous physical suffering to participate in his son’s elevation to the position of Rishon Letzion.
For Deri, however, the most unforgettable moment came after the ceremony, once Rav Ovadia had been brought back to the waiting vehicle.
As he sat behind Rav Ovadia’s wheelchair, supporting him and ensuring that he remained comfortable, Deri heard the elderly posek ask a simple question.
“When we returned to the vehicle, I sat behind Maran’s wheelchair to support him and hold him,” Deri recalled. “Suddenly Maran asked weakly: ‘Where is Aryeh?’ I told him: ‘Rav, I’m right here behind you.’ Maran slowly turned his head and his face lit up with a happy smile. I would give everything today, absolutely everything, just to see that smile again! And then he told me: ‘It was worth it. I’m the happiest man alive!'”
{Matzav.com}
