Former hostage Romi Gonen spoke publicly about the trauma she endured while held in Gaza in an interview that aired on Channel 12’s investigative program Uvda, sharing details she said she had been unable to reveal until now. Gonen said she was assaulted multiple times during her captivity, describing repeated abuse by several different men.
Gonen said the first assault occurred on the fourth day after her abduction, carried out by a man who presented himself as a doctor responsible for treating injuries she sustained during the Hamas-led October 7 attack.
“I was injured, I had no power, and I was in a situation in which I couldn’t do anything,” she said.
“He took everything from me,” she said. “Afterward, I had to continue living with him in the house.”
She said another attacker was a cameraman who filmed her for propaganda footage. Later, after being transferred to a different location, she was left alone with a man named Muhammad, who began touching her. Gonen said she told him to stop and moved to another room, but the following day he told her he would remain with her constantly. “And that’s how my ordeal in that house began,” she said.
According to Gonen, Muhammad and another man, Ibrahim, assaulted her repeatedly over a period of days.
“I’m sitting on the bed. Ibrahim comes and sits next to me, and harasses me. Everything happens in the room, in complete silence. I start crying insanely. Everything is quiet, and he says, ‘Be careful, if you don’t calm down, I’ll get angry.’ And that’s how the days pass: I go to the bathroom and Muhammad is with me, and he watches me… Ibrahim keeps bothering me endlessly. …It went on for 16 days… Those were by far the worst 16 days of my captivity.”
Gonen said that the most severe single assault occurred later, in another house, when a different captor followed her into the bathroom and attacked her for about half an hour.
“I remember this one moment when I looked — there was a kind of window there, a small square like a picture frame — and I looked through the window and said to myself: ‘Wow. Blue skies, birds chirping, and this is the situation I’m in right now.’ The dissonance between life outside, the beautiful, normal, clean life, and the filth and brutality and utter disgust that’s happening here inside the bathroom — It’s a moment I will never forget in my life,” she said.
She said she cried throughout the assault.
After the attack, she said she felt completely disoriented. “All that went through my head was: ‘Romi, everyone in Israel thinks you’re dead, and you’re going to be a … slave in captivity.’”
She said the man later threatened her with a weapon. “Presses a gun to my head and tells me, ‘If you tell anyone about this, I’ll kill you.’”
In the interview, Gonen also described the moments surrounding her abduction and the fear-filled phone calls she had with her mother as the attack unfolded. She said that now that all living hostages had returned, she finally felt able to disclose the full scope of what she experienced.
Gonen arrived at the music party near Re’im with her close friend Gaya Khalifa. As the massacre began, the two sent messages and shared their locations while family members desperately tried to help them escape. A friend of Khalifa’s, Ben Shimoni, eventually reached them by car. Gonen said she was the 13th person he managed to rescue that day. During their attempted escape, her mother, Merav, remained on the phone with her, determined that her daughter would not feel alone even as terrorists closed in on the vehicle. Merav said her sole aim was to ensure that Romi did not feel abandoned, even if her voice ended up being the last thing her daughter heard.
After the vehicle was ambushed, Gonen was taken to Shifa Hospital in Gaza City. Badly wounded and terrified, she said she believed she might wake up without an arm. Following surgery under heavy sedation, she was moved to an apartment, where she was held alone by several men.
{Matzav.com}