“My Beloved Son, Treasure of My Heart” — Emotional Letter from Rav Chaim Feinstein to His Imprisoned Talmid
Rav Chaim Feinstein, Rosh Yeshiva of Ateres Shlomo, sent a deeply moving and highly unusual letter to his talmid, Ariel Shamai, who was recently arrested and imprisoned in Military Prison 10 for draft evasion.
Rav Feinstein, who last week delivered a shiur chizuk outside the prison where Shamai is being held, began his heartfelt message as follows:
“My dear, beloved son, treasure of my heart, the precious and outstanding bochur, sharp and knowledgeable, with deep and clear understanding — Ariel Shamai shlit”a. I write to inquire about your wellbeing. My dear one, know the greatness of your merit, for you have been chosen by Divine Providence to demonstrate an extraordinary level of self-sacrifice for Torah. One moment of pain in holiness is worth a hundred moments without it, and your reward is beyond measure.”
Rav Feinstein continued by comparing his student’s imprisonment to the suffering endured by gedolei Torah throughout history:
“Know that you are continuing the chain of generations who gave their lives for Torah for the honor of Hashem, who studied even during decrees of the kingdoms, like Rabi Akiva and those who followed in every generation. You have been elevated to join that line of righteous men who walked the path of those who love Hashem and think of His Name. You are a shliach tzibbur, a representative of the Torah world. It is not you who has been placed in prison, but rather all those who toil in Torah. In truth, it is the honor of the Torah itself that has been confined — and you hold the Sefer Torah with you. Therefore, let your heart not fall; on the contrary, he who releases the honor of the Torah from captivity will also bring about your release.”
The Rosh Yeshiva urged his talmid to maintain joy and spiritual strength despite the suffering: “Meanwhile, be joyous that you have merited to reach such heights — to serve as a shaliach tzibbur like the Kohen Gadol entering the Kodesh HaKodoshim on Yom Kippur on behalf of all of Israel. Be strong and of good courage, valiant warrior, for many are with you. Strengthen yourself and delve into Torah amid difficulty, for one who studies Torah through hardship finds that the curtain of Heaven is never closed before him. In that merit, you will rise and grow in Torah, understand and grasp the depths of the sugyos, innovate true insights, and be granted the revelation of Torah secrets — until you become a great marbitz Torah in Klal Yisroel.”
Rav Feinstein’s letter concluded with a moving bracha for spiritual protection: “May Hashem help you guard your holy and pure eyes from all the sights of impurity that exist there, whether from people or from the impure devices around you. Be like Yosef HaTzaddik, who did not look upon them and therefore merited two tribes and two portions in the Land. I already see the golden crown upon your neck and the fine gold upon your arms — ‘from there, the Shepherd, the Rock of Israel.’ Do not feel you are equal to those around you, for your level is incomparable; you are spiritual and exalted beyond them. I join with you in love — my heart beats warmly for you and for your Torah, as I await the salvation of Hashem, speedily and lovingly.”
{Matzav.com}
