“He Still Feels Hunted”: Freed Hostage Segev Kalfon Shares His Ongoing Trauma
Months after returning home, released hostage Segev Kalfon says the fears that gripped him in captivity have not let go. Speaking with Channel 12 News, he described life after rescue as anything but calm. “My sense of security has diminished. I still don’t feel safe. I went through two very difficult years. They know all my personal details. They were always telling us over and over that they’ll yet come for us, they’ll come for me yet,” he revealed.
Kalfon explained that the psychological burden of what he endured is something he can push away only temporarily. During daylight hours he forces himself to function, but when night falls, the flashbacks surface again, pulling him back to the tunnels where he was held.
One memory still haunts him more than most. “The most humiliating thing was when they made us dig their toilets. We dug a pit nearly two meters deep over three days so they would give us food. We did it because we were starving – but even then, we didn’t get food,” he shared. He added that even when the terrorists provided something to eat, it was barely recognizable as nourishment. “They just ground up fava beans and ‘expanded’ it with water to make it seem like more.”
He admitted that the contrast between his horrific captivity and his recent appearance in Washington is almost too much to process. “In the end, I’m Segev from Dimona,” he said. “To suddenly be in the White House with my family – it’s crazy. A lot of my return is thanks to [US President Donald] Trump, but also thanks to our country and our soldiers. Without them, I wouldn’t be here.”
What anchored him through the darkest moments, he said, was his family. Above all, he carried constant fear for the people he loved most. “Throughout the whole two years I thought about my family a lot. My biggest fear was hearing something had happened to my father, my grandfather, or my mother. That’s what weighed on me. In the end, I was blessed to kiss my grandfather, and he kissed me.”
{Matzav.com}
