Ex-Hostage Rom Braslavski Says Government Is ‘Totally Abandoning Me,’ Gets 10 Panic Attacks Daily
In a deeply emotional post shared Sunday night, released hostage Rom Braslavski revealed the overwhelming struggles he faced since returning home, describing how he had been left without meaningful government support and continues to suffer daily panic attacks.
“I am truly suffering, maybe it isn’t visible to the naked eye, but I am suffering indescribable pain, far beyond post-trauma,” he wrote. “I have around 10 panic attacks per day. Panic attacks that include pounding heartbeats, sweating, stuttering, tremors and even screams and violence.”
Braslavski was freed on October 13 after enduring over two years in Hamas captivity. His release came alongside 19 other surviving hostages. Earlier footage that emerged from Gaza had already shown him in extremely poor condition, a reflection of the ordeal he endured.
Since his return to Israel, he said, he had tried to allow himself to “fall apart” and process the trauma, but instead of receiving care and guidance, he felt entirely neglected by the government. “All of the government bodies are totally abandoning me, screening me, and telling me the hour is late,” he wrote. “I am abandoned perhaps in every possible aspect, every possible official, from the moment I’ve returned I’ve received nothing but derision from the state.”
Braslavski detailed that the financial assistance he received from government institutions totaled only NIS 60,000 (about $18,600) after two years in captivity — a sum he described as “simply an embarrassment.” “The state isn’t giving enough, the Defense Ministry and state are laughing in our faces,” he added, crediting private fundraising efforts for sustaining him and others. “It’s just because of you — millions have already been fundraised for all of the hostages.”
He pointed out that despite his ongoing suffering, neither Prime Minister Bibi Netanyahu nor National Security Minister Itamar Ben Gvir had reached out to him personally.
In his closing words, Braslavski expressed profound appreciation to the many ordinary Israelis who have reached out and shown support, calling them his source of hope. “You are my strength, you are what gives me energy and fuel to continue the journey back to life,” he wrote. “I promise I won’t let anything break me. I love you, people of Israel.”
{Matzav.com}
